hiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii damn long since i've blogged tsk. alotttttttttttttttt has happened recently.
supposed to be asleep right now but i just have the urge to blog lol.
been browsing through old photos and stuff lol.
time has flown past us that we don't notice all the tiny changes in us everyday,
but when we look back, we realised that we're in fact not the same anymore.
we often blame people and dislike them,
but we do not notice that ourselves are turning into what they are when we take others for granted.
we praise ourselves that we're different, more forgiving, understanding and accepting others,
when our hearts have actually chosen sides.
sigh how much more contradicting can life be?
authority, popularity, almost everything affects how we change.
sigh. i don't even know what we are anymore.
i miss the past, not gonna miss too far back, maybe just the day we enrol into np ba?
i would chose them right from the start, but i would still try my best to balance out everything.
but then again, would turning back be of any use? humans are still humans, decisions will still be made same.
okeh la skip all these meaningless words i'm saying,
i just mean that i miss the training camps, the chalet, the ton-ings that we had.
i really had the best time of my life then.
i miss when we made more logical decisions, i miss when we hadn't taken part in outside stuff.
i miss when authority hadn't taken over our popularity,
i miss every single one of you.
i wish people didn't have to graduate, just more and more people joining this big family.
i wish good things didn't have to come to an end.
wtf please i sound as if i'm gonna graduate or something LOL HAHAHAH.
suddenly regret how i wasted that few weeks throwing a tantrum instead of enjoying.
suddenly regret how we haven't really been spending time together, just accomplishing the tasks now.
suddenly regret how we haven't really made use of the holidays, probably the last together.
really thank god for the bbq this friday and the chalet next week, and genting trip to end the holidays.
best of all, finally going out w buddy tmr, the first damn time in the holidays i think?
we've wasted so much time having unnecessary arguements and stuff,
really hope we would cherish all the time left.
gonna play until i go bonkers before i get trapped in sch again.
but honestly, am looking forward to training camp again heehee.
don't even know who reads my blog, but shall just try promoting a lil?
even though i'm expecting alot of ignores from past experience........... wtv.

NGEE ANN POLY CHINESE ORCHESTRA ARTS FIESTA CONCERT!
Title: East Meets West (my laptop can't type chinese so i shall skip the chinese name)
Date: 9th November 2012
Time: 8pm, free seating
Venua: Ngee Ann Poly, MusicBox @ Seventy3
Ticket Price: $10!

cheyyyyyyyyy actually i just copying jie's text nia hahahaha! :P
 really can't stay awake at night, all the emo thoughts spamming my mind tsk.
better sleep now if not boyboy gonna rage at me again):
on a side note, everyone has different bonds w others, different friendship different difficulties.
no one's is more interesting or more 'got-life' or more logical one,
so if you're gonna judge the friendship bond i have w this big family, fuck you.
#justsaying.
anyways, Happy Birthday Yang!^^