Saturday, November 7, 2009
i hope my plan works.

have been doing nothing today, lol.
woke up and watched tv.
K.O.3anguo and fu qi you an kang on scv.
then tution was cancelled again,
so used com.
have been watching 'ye man nai nai da zhan ge shi nai'.
now at episode 8. ;D
other than that,
have been fighting with bro,
playing with miko,
talking to people on msn uhs.
at first was supposed to go cousin's house tonight,
but mummy don't allow cos of chinese exam. ._.
i found an insect behind my drawer just now,
and was screaming like fuck.
lol.
damn gross larxh. :X
while bathing just now,
i thought and planned about everything. ;D
hahahahaha.
i hope it works uhs.
i want to use my birthday,
to ask teacher to change piano lesson time to morning for next week.
then i can go out at night. ;D
then my birthday,
i don't change time le uhs.
else tio scolding again. ._.
so, i think i celebrate on sunday bahx.
but idk what other people thinks uhs.
so far i only know cass say okeh(:
hopefully can uhs.
but idk what others think about ehs.
haiz.
hopefully bahx.
`wanniieee[:
three days down.wonder what you doing now.having dinner?yesterday while browsing through my pictures in my com,i realised something.i was shocked okeh.keep wondering why.i feel like actually i know nothing about you. D;haiz.if only i could speed time up.DEDICATIONS BELOW,
continue reading!;D
xoxo,
promised cass i would do dedications uhs,
so, here it is(:
T.HUIBOON!♥
hahaha, my dearest daddy. have been friends for 3 years uhs. although not same class anymore, but i've always been running to your class to find you once i have time uhs. :X i've told you almost everything about me. so i can say you are the closest to me(: must take care of yourself ehs, always fall sick uhs you. chinese O coming liaos, must faster recover okeh? ;D hahas. i like talking to you because the way we think somehow the same uhs(: but sometimes you also veh strict uhs, then say me wierd, lol. vulgar somemore. you not hokkien de, but always talk hokkien. i hokkien de, but i know nothing about it uhs. :X this holidays must go out alot of times okeh?(: like how we planned before the holidays uhs. movies, shopping, escape, wildwildwet, kbox, everything. ;D i know you've been doing loads of wierd things because of me uhs. :X and i've been troubling you alot. always find thing for you to do one. :X sorry uhs, love you loads!;D
CASS.H!♥
preciousgirlf!;D have been in the same primary sku as you uhs. but we weren't close at that time. until when we got into whitley uhs. maybe because we are the only two 6Diians who got into whitley? wasn't in the same class in sec 1, but same class for higher mother tongue in sec 2 uhs. ;D that was when we always keep laughing until everybody all scared liaos, lololol. sec 3, me and you not same class again, only same for higher mother tongue uhs. -.- like no fate uhs. but, haha. i don't care. i keep running to your class to find you and huiboon once i have the time uhs. quarreled during the june holidays uhs, i think. but this made us more bonded(: it made me treasure this friendship more and more uhs. hahas. must go out alot of times also ehs. like how we planned together, me you and huiboon!;D paiseh uhs, also make you do alot of stupid and wierd things because of me. haiz, love you loads!;D
ANNABEL.C!♥
hahas, baobei uhs. same class for sec 1 and 2, and was also quite close uhs. always talking non-stop, lol. even when i go china trip, also can talk on the phone and don't care about the bills uhs. :X but after going to sec 3, diff class, we started drifting apart uhs, even had some problems earlier on. but i think its okeh le bahx?;D just wanna forget about it and carry on. i remember sec 1 and 2, you were the cleverest among all of us uhs. :X the only one who studies almost everyday, lol. not like us, everytime report books alot of underline de. :X but this year you become very slack uhs. ;O suddenly very last-minute, lazy and so on. must buck up okeh?(: jiayous wors. especially for our coming chinese O uhs. you going overseas on 21 nov uhs, bon voyage wors!;D haiz. this year cannot celebrate my birthday for me uhs, but hahahahaha, remember get present for me from china wors!;D love you loads!;D
EMILY.T!♥elephant uhs. :X you've got a crazy mind. i seriously don't know how you think manszx. your studies so good, should be those once reach home chiong like siao de mahx. why you always got time think of what 'olympic', 'sunshine kindergarden', 'sunshine zoo', 'huli family', 'tiger family' and 'rabbit family'. -.- LOL. your studies always veh good uhs. *envy* i know you have been asking me to study since last time. this year i've finally woken up and started studying, hahas. i've finally got the feeling of accomplishment uhs. especially when i got my report book. had some problems earlier on too uhs, but i hope everything's fine liaos!;D must continue chiong and study for next year's O okeh?(: love you loads!;DJASON.S!♥hahahhahahaha. retribution. :X dunno who that time sec 1 laugh at me when i fracture my arm uhs. :X now your leg tio injured also. so you know how it feels to be in the cast bahx. torturing right. :X okeh larxh, don't make fun of you liaos. i know how xin ku it is to be injured. like once you move, it hurts like shit. plus, when you sleeping, cannot even turn around. -.- lololol. thanks for all your lame jokes uhs. especially earlier of october. the way you cared for me and all the stupid things you did, i will remember de uhs. but stop tricking me larxh, sometimes i really don't know you when is real when is not lorxh. -.- very long never see you le uhs. starting from the last day of exam. hopefully can see you soon uhs. maybe class outing? or my birthday? hahaha. hope can uhs. love you loads!;D
CRYSTAL.M!♥hahahahha. have been playing together since we were born i think. i remember how the adults have been comparing with our results. -.- and i'm always the lousiest among the three of us uhs. D; haiz. i remember how we always go to each other's house to stay over. lololol. we did alot of stupid things when we were young uhs. especially at my house. i'm always throwing tanthrums and scratching all of you. :X then we had this friend or don't friend thing. ._. and we kept making fun of king and weili saying they were gay partners because king always followed whatever he did. hahahaha. we had this 'cockroach investigation' thing too. and many alot of things uhs. still got 'ghost' de, lololol. hahas. i miss those times uhs. D; must faster come my house stay over okeh?(: i will try go over your house and stay over too, haha! maybe this week after our chinese O? ;D love you loads!;D
KINGSTON.M!♥hey, king! lol. you don't even resemble a king lorxh. you so gay, so disgusting, so irritating, so childish! :X but i still miss our childhood uhs. how we always talk behind auntie shirley's back, hahahahhaha. if i can choose, i want to go back to the australia part. except the one you and sissy were talking about 'porn' on the bus. -.- damn paiseh you know. i wanted to pretend as if i don't know you. you are always the one who does stupid things in the four of us uhs. i remember what happened in the studio at tcs when we were young, when my mother brought us there for the 'gao xiao xing dong'. i guess you've forgotten le bahx, hahahaha. you idiot, must study hard lehx. already normal techinical liaos, still don't want study. don't be like your gay partner uhs. :X faster come my house stay over okeh!(: i will try to, too. ;D love you loads!;D
xoxo,
Friday, November 6, 2009
one week of holiday's over.
i hope i can,me veh sianszx.
today morning go gym with sissy and mummy.
home-ed,
took nap,
watched tv.
tution was cancelled again,
so mummy bought mac for me for lunch.
watched tv,
used com,
talked to jason and jon on msn.
spent my whole afternoon just like this.
i can't wait for monday and tuesday.
piano lesson is damn important this time. :X
tuesday got chinese O. D;
haiz.
hopefully i can do well in both bahx.
me now having muscle aches everywhere uhs. D;
damn xing ku. D;
tution tomorrow, D;
`wanniieee[:
how how how.
i wanna go that day.
but i don't know if i should.
firstly, i think i will have a hard time changing my piano lesson time.
secondly, i'm afraid he will find me irritating uhs. D;
sigh.
why are troubles always coming non-stop. T.T
i wonder what you are doing now.
having dinner?
xoxo,
Thursday, November 5, 2009
i hope i can.
starring at your photos day and night. :/
tell me what i should really do.



went to cut my hair yesterday,
not really big difference i know.
i cut it shorter, both behind and my fringe,
but i still feel its wierd and i just feel like pinning everything up. :X
abnormal right.
anyways stayed home the whole day,
didn't have tution in the end.
but tution will be 3 hours for saturday and monday. T.T
woke up at 10 and didn't go for gym because it was raining. :X
excuses only, lol.
i was damn tired so i didn't go.
god was on my side and i used it as an excuse to my bro. :X
but he still showed me the -.- face. ;P
i was so hungry i had maggie mee for breakfast.
then i went back to sleep,
shit.
woke up again at 1.
used com and had biscuit with nutella,
i can go bang wall liaos, i know.
then watched my show and talked to people on msn.
i've finished the show!;D
hahaha.
the ending sucked.
i wanted hei ke to be with her,
but in the end it wasn't.
but, at least it was a happy ending. :X
started ironing clothes since 4.30,
until now haven't finish. -.-
dumb right, lol.
i damn lazy sia.
one full basket can. ._.
just found out their flight will reach on 16nov night,
but i have piano lesson. T.T
i wanna go, but how how how.
i have a plan, but idk if it will work.
i wanna make a deal with teacher,
say if he happy with my performance this coming monday,
like if i play well for everything,
cos he haven't been for the past few years, lol. :X
let me change my lesson to morning on 16 nov.
i hope i will succeed.
if i can,
you everyday want me practice for 5 hours also can uhs. :X
then i will tell mummy teacher want change time to morning.
then since i'm free, i will tell her i want go fetch them, lol.
cos i can't tell her i want fetch them, so i want change lesson time.
she will kill me. :X
i hope it can work manszx. :X
not hope.
it has to work.
i really want to go.
i hope i can.
haiz.
`wanniieee[:
one day down,
wonder what you are doing now.
2.25 hours behind us,
now its 7.05 in singapore,
means yours is 4.50 over there.
got take care of yourself mahx?
got take all meals?
your leg how luhs?
got read the letter?
i hope i can fetch you on that day.
but i also hope you won't feel that i'm irritating again,
if you really see me that day. :/
i don't know what to do.
xoxo,
Wednesday, November 4, 2009
i will be counting down to that day.


this is how my nails look like now.
yesterday night was damn busy,
did alot of stupid stuffs, lol.
received daddy's message in the middle of the night,
therefore called yunghua and valen up, through glenn.
couldn't really sleep,
only slept for 2 hours.
was messaging glenn for almost the whole night.
woke up at 4.15,
bath, prepared and went out.
cabbed to fetch yunghua, valen and glenn,
then down to airport.
yeeseng was there already,
then yunghua went to takeaway mac.
went back up again,
chatted.
took group photos,
but they are with yunghua.
i've added it in my wish list so that i will remember to ask him to send me,
when he comes back.
after that they went to check in,
then talk talk talk,
then went mac for breakfast.
i drank milo only.
didn't have any appetite.
valen and glenn ate alottt,
lol.
then the three guys went up,
and we went to take train home.
glenn was sleeping on the train and i was laughing. :X
talked alot with valen,
alot of crap uhs. :X
glenn alighted at bishan,
then valen pei me walk home. ;D
hahas, ty(:
going to continue watching my re xie qing chun by tomorrow,
off to watch perfect cut 2 now, ;D
got to do compo later and there's chinese tution again.
haiz.
`wanniieee[:
is it really like what he said?
because you know i've a stead so you think that i treat you only as a friend,
therefore you were so friendly to me.
and right after i broke up,
you were afraid i will approach you therefore you treated me so coldly.
haiz.
i'm starting to feel that i'm like a total stranger to you.
why is it that i always cannot figure out what you are thinking.
tell me how you feel, will you?
i will be waiting for you to come back,
must come back in one piece okeh. :X
xoxo,