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It's been a week since i ended my first job and i have so much mixed feelings.. The 2 years and 9 months here has been one hell of a ride but i am so thankful it happened. This has been a very valuable lesson for a first job because i really really learnt alot. Graduating from a hotel management course and entering the human resource industry wasn't easy but i'm thankful i was given an opportunity and also given so much guidance.. Tbh in my first year here, though i weren't really close with my colleagues because most of the time i stuck with jg, i still looked forward to work everyday because i really learnt alot. It was actually a good feeling being able to learn something and using that skill almost everyday to fulfill tasks. Different from how we used to binge study for just one exam then end up forgetting everything right after that.. Also made me feel that i made the right choice of not continuing to a degree because i'd rather use these skills and time to earn money instead of pouring more money out. Even if i think otherwise in future, even if i really need a degree in future, i wont regret this first job that i had. Anyway after i started getting used to the daily work routine and to older people (like legit much older) around me everyday, i think i got used to it and was able to clique with them after a while.. And i consider myself really really lucky to find the right people who i can depend on through thick and thin and all on dote me just like their younger sister, after all tbh there really is alot of selfish assholes out there especially those who are of my generation/era kind, no? F6 and CRC has been my greatest takeaway from these years because even though all of them weren't work related to me, i learnt so much from them, on how to enjoy life, how to keep myself happy and how to survive. These ppl are also the ones who helped me balance my sanity while i experienced the shittiest attitude from a super bitchy boss and the fact that i could tolerate and survive for 2 years while she was in charge shows how much my patience and temper had improved hehe. Also i was lucky enough to have a companion in hell with me to let me whine and plan the worst kind of karma plans to relief our stress hahaha. Now that this experience is over, i think i'm sort of fully prepared to take on another shitty boss, to handle ice breaking sessions with new colleagues and to learn new skills to improve myself. For now, I'm just gonna enjoy my holiday till my next journey starts. xx, w.

"How lucky am I to have something that 

makes saying goodbye so hard."