2015

2015's coming to an end soon and so much has happened this year..
Just some things to look back and reflect:
Start of 2015 was a rough one for jg and I ever since the Aus trip last Sept..
Thanks to Yang, we finally spoke up on our own thoughts,
And both of us tried our best to make things work out,
Still blessed to have him with me walking through this year...
After jg and I was ok, things at work got rocky too when we had a change of HOD..
Shanice left and I was adopted by Pris lololol.
While I was counting down to the 1 year that I was working at Challenger, ready to throw the letter,
F7 was established lololol - Pris, Ying, Xiang, Dhl, Ana, Kf + me..
Still thankful that I stayed, and in turn proved the HOD wrong and even got a promo, yay to more $$.
So I now spend most of my Friday nights with F7 at supper and gossiping sessions afterwards.
Mookata, Chuan Chuan, Fish Head Steamboat, K Sessions, Macdonalds, Drinking..
And I gained like 5kg wtf, opposite direction of what I had aimed for in the beginning ahahaha.
One year after my bro came back, he started his old habits too..
House was in chaos, almost everyday there were arguments, shouting here and there sigh.
As for now, I still choose to ignore listening to these shit.
Jg got enlisted at end July and it was a really rough time for us again..
With shit repeating itself and bitches doing crazy things.
I thought it would be the end of us because jg used to put logic behind his family in priority..
But i've seen so much improvements in him now yay.
I'm not sure if we can walk through things this time, but we're taking a step at a time,
Only hoping that the bitch would stop doing crazy things tsk.
I also went back to NPCO to perform for Arts Fiesta because I wanted to take my mind off things..
Playing the zhongruan is still the best way for me to relieve my stress..
I turned 21 at the end of November and as my mum had requested, I did a 21st birthday party.
5 years ago I thought the number of friends coming would be less than the number of fingers I had..
Thankful that that wasn't the situation, and also accepted the fact that - ppl who matter would turn up.
Especially thankful for dhl to come all the way down from Sitex Show that night itself..
Jg pop-ed in December and even though I didn't go on the trip with them,
I enjoyed his 24/7 company w me through whatsapp while I was at work.
Cannot wait for these 2 years to pass by so that we'll have more time for each other..
Through 2015 I feel that i've become stronger in many ways,
But only possible with my loved ones by my side always encouraging me.
Jg proved that I was worth it after all these shit happened, and had never stopped fighting for me..
Otherwise i'd prolly sink back into whatever I was, 5 years ago..
For him, I try my best to walk out of my past burden and look at things from different perspective..
I became much more independent after he got enlisted, not depending on him on everythinggg,
I had more time for my friends and for myself,
And learnt alot more things that I had never known/heard of..
I also cherish time more than before and choose whatever that makes me happy.
Whether it's travelling from Ubi to Clementi twice a week,
Or screwing up my gym routines just to have fun with my friends.
Or even better, going on one day Batam trip to do parasailing,
Finally going on 5km runs I never thought i'd attempt,
And following Ying back to her hometown at Perak on a long weekend alone hahaha.
I think i'm enjoying myself everyday and to me,
It's an achievement for age of 21 & working for 1.5 years..
At least for now I am not counting the days of MC I have or dreading to go to work everyday..
I feel I have at least made good use of 2015, and most importantly, lived with no regrets.
I hope 2016 will be a better one, more love and laughter with those who matters..
And hopefully to travel more while i'm still young too hahaha, prolly a solo trip maybe? #yolo