i've been a really lazy girl pushing everything to the last minute and screwing them all up sigh. anyways......
on saturday it was npco's agm! the contents were the same as all the others.........
but it was a really great meet up w the people! missed my baby girls so much and the rest too!
had a great time laughing at how yang and yidun were fighting loooool.
after agm, headed to bugis w the bao and co. (missing his dad) to pamper ourselves for cny!
some went for facial, some for nails, some for hair etc etc etc. before we headed back for celebration dinz.
i had my brows trimmed for the first time omg. painful!! the rest had a great time laughing at me though):
and i had my hair half dyed redish purple! #yolobeforeigraduate
i had always wanted to try the dip dye thing, but i kept hesitating because my hair's in a bad conditionnn.
the colour i've always wanted to do was blue purple kind or aqua (blue green kind)......
which required bleaching but i'll probably end up bald i think, my hair's gonna drop like mad.
and this lady recommended colours that didn't require bleaching! either redish purple or green.
well the green was the kind i really really really liked!!!
but i'll probably need to dye to black if the job i find in the future doesn't allow such funky colours............
and i figured i may be able to hide my redish purple hair so i chose it in the end!
heh pictures in the next few photos laterrrrrr.
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went to melody's baby shower in the morning on sunday! it's so fast, she's a month old already!
sooner or later she's gonna be like 3 years old, then 5, then she'll be in primary school already omg.
but anyways, my first ever time carrying a baby in my life hahahaha!
and she's soooooooo cute, all kinds of pattern also have lol!
likea doing taiji while stretching, having hiccups etc hahahaha.
after the baby shower, the boy fetched my over for his maternal reunion dinz!
so happy i get to wear my new dress weeeeeeeeeeeee!
and then i stayed over for the night!^^
all the selfies that i didn't dare to post HAHAHA.
because i assume that if i don't like my own face, why would people do?
no, i don't care about being judged, its just that i don't want my face to bother others because it's scary.
i hate my small eyes and big cheeks.
it either makes me look like i'm forcing a smile, or makes me look like i'm smiling retardedly. -.-
and i told char that out of all my photos on instagram, on average:
i get 20 likes for food, 15 likes for miko, and 10 or less for me LOL. and it makes me sad):
anyways, i am excited for cny because i'm gonna be celebrating w the bao!!!
not sure how its like, esp when i have more places to go and feel the rushing here and there heh!^^
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it was dajie's birthday on monday!
she completed the VW camper van already but i havent got a chance to see it myself,
super envyyyyyyyyyyy, BUT its ok i'll wait for my bumblebee(s) on 14th!!
anyways we headed for korean bbq for dinz! at jushinjung! (Y)(Y)(Y)
no more photos after that because i was busy eating hahahaha!
but the place was really gooooood, totally have the feel like i'm back in korea!!! #missthatplacesomuch
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very terrible wisp presentation and my mood was screwed up. again.
plans for nydc for dinz cancelled because i had no appetite sigh.
comfort food instead with starbucks and dominos pizza after bao tried to cheer me uppppp.
honestly i don't mind staying another sem lol. because it's not like i want to go uni.
but....... its probably the school fees that worry me. EH CHOY. DOESN'T MEAN I WANT TO RETAIN.
but then the boy said if i really fail wisp then he help me pay the school fees HAHAHAH.
the kind of boyfriend i have, why so cuteeeeeeeeeeeee.
it sounds so retarded but it shows how confident he is that they won't make me stay 1 sem for IS.
it's actually empty inside LOL.
i was so hungry we just ate and upon finishing, i was like oops forget take photo #typicalsingaporean
so we closed the boxes and i just took a shot hahahahaha!
and according to the boy, which is according to some science thingy,
the food will taste nicer if you take a shot of it before you eat.......... how true? idk.
been hearing it manyyyyyy times recently though.
changed my bedsheets and my bed looks really nice nowww, my curtains too!
other than these, bao bought dinosaur costume for my maomao heehee!
can't wait for april, the piano's gonna be shifted!
and i can finally change my room into what i've always wantedddddddddd! #cantwait
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cny's nearing and you've been in for slightly more than a month...
everyone's asking about you and i know nth at all... partly because i choose not to know anything, but...
the question is, should i visit you?
contradicting because i really hate you so so so much for screwing up my life...
but at the same time, you are what makes me seem so much better.
there has to be a bad to prove the good, like the poor to prove the rich, isn't it?
and last night i had a dream about you... i went to visit you and i cried really badly lol.
i have to say the house is better without you... especially no one to endanger miko's life,
no one for me to be afraid of stealing my stuffs etc. not as much fear of drunkards in the middle of the night.
but it feels empty. and it makes me even more guilty when i spend the night out and mummy's alone there.
after all these shit, i really hope you'd grow up and learn to be a better person.
please come out and really live independently... like all humans do.
and i guess that'll be the only way for me to gradually forgive you.
as for now... i'll give myself time up to the end of exams to consider if i should visit you.
and lastly, fuck elisa and her family. karma will bite y'all soon.
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