Wednesday, January 1, 2014

2014

happy new year everyone!
no doubt it seems just like any other day as you grow older... it doesnt make any difference lol.
butttttttttt its gonna be a different year this year, because its the year we're gonna graduate!
and what's behind graduation is still pitch dark for me because i still have no idea what to do):
anywayssssssssss, 2013 ended on a good note because shineng got married and cindy gave birth!
and also because i think i really passed my fsm ct! i really thought i was gonna faillllllllll!!
the baby was supposed to be delivered in jan but she came early, esp on her mummy's birthday!
premature 1 month, so she's sooooooo tiny but soooooooo cute!!



















giving birth is such a tough and painful process omg, not only is the giving birth part,
what follows behind is even worse..... always cherish our mummy for bearing all these pain!
not sure how am i gonna go through all these in the future when i'm so scared of pain):
anywaysssss, visited Creamier today afternoon w the boy, after tw told us about it!
superrrrrrrrr crowded, but the boy and i both like the icecream!
very soft, very filling, super yummy, and very crispy waffles! (Y)
i hope it survives unlike other good icecream shops that ends up closing down):
i ate cookies & cream + black sesame, while the boy had butterscotch almond + plain ole chocolate!
































and then we headed down to aunt's house in the evening for dinner and gathering!
i love the delifrance tarts omnomnomnom and the mash potato!!
anyways my fringe got longer and i tried a new parting + pin up and am happy it looks alright i guess?
if not i always have that 'just woke up' super cui face idk why):
and mummy taught everyone how to do icecream but hmmmmm it failed hahaha but ok la good try!
everyone got super tiring trying to shake the stuffs, train muscles hahahaha!
the milk splashed almost everywhere, we all smelled like it at the end ewww):
the boy helped out until he perspired so much hahahaha!
but me like family gatherings, all the catching up sessions, esp w my playmates since young!^^


























so tadaaa, marks the end of my 2013!
not gonna be mainstream to summarise my year because i changed my phone this year,
and my laptop spoiled once too this year so i don't have a full complete of my photos!
and thats the purpose of the history of the blog righttt, for you to refer back!!
hmmmmm then i shall do my new year resolutions!!
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1) maintain gpa of 3 till graduation!
2) save up at least a 5k w my own bare hands!
3) maintain weight between 50-53kg!
4) 1 tub of icecream once in 2 months onlyyy!
5) try everythinggg if time and $ permits when i'm at taiwan & australia - YOLO
6) redesign my entire room to my preference!
7) visit more attractions in sg - night safari + river safari + adventure cove etc
8) watch the upcoming transformer movie in gold class/platinum!
9) to be a better girlfriend and daughter to mummy only and owner of miko
10) to be more sociable and have more confidence
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ok i don't even know how am i gonna do 10 looooool.
while the resttt, i've actually already reached them, i just have to maintain them heh!
only able to, with the help of my boy^^ super super thankful.
with the opportunity of this post, i shall also have a short message dedicated to him.
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2014's gonna mark our second anniversary soon,
and i'm actually thankful that you have another sem in school.
not a saddist, but i'm not confident of life after you're gonna enter into the army.
no i'm not pessimistic about being able to wait for you or because you only have lil time for me.
but i'm just afraid that you may grow up even more and think i'm not the one for you.
i can bully you every single day, do all sorts of childish things, throw stupid tantrums,
and everytime i tell myself to change, i just do it again.
but honestly down in my heart i am afraid that one day you won't be able to tolerate me anymore.
you're everything to me, i mean it. no matter how much i argue back everytime because of pride,
and no one knows me better than you, just an eye contact and we can somehow guess what we're thinking.
and i'll only feel the safest and most comfortable with you around. not even when i'm at home.
because my home is anywhere, as long as i'm with you. and miko la hahahaha. oops.
i know i've always said how not romantic and not sweet you are and how you always screw things up,
but through 2013 i've seen all your efforts, especially the best birthday i had from you this year.
i wish 2014 will be a better year for us, lesser fights and quarrels, unlike 2013.
i love you bao! 

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