i'm freeeeeeeeee.

to the both of you, i'm sorry.
thankful for all the fun and laughter w y'all, its been a year already, wow.
i've thought over what y'all said, perhaps we can still meet for a meal in future, just the three of us.
but depends ba, y'all are still gonna be damn busy, while i'm gonna be freeeeeeeee.
i thought i could split personal stuff w business stuff seperately too, but i guess i really hate them alot.
until i can't even stand having them in my sight.
idw to make things awkward, i already feel awkward w the rest of the guys there, for idk what reason.
sorry for running away just now, i just don't wanna hear y'all persuading me anymore.
i am really really really damn reluctant to go.
i don't think its a problem anyway, the amount of times she has skipped practice,
can fit into the amount of times i'm gonna go missing until the next sem break.
sorry i'm not being responsible, but i've done so much even though i begged not to be committee.
i don't need cca points so if y'all don't wanna give, its alright.
goodluck for the upcoming events, goodluck for the comp w khco,
goodluck for studies especially.
and z who asked me just now,
yes its partly because i'm not allowed to celebrate this year,
but its mostly because idw to feel like i owe people a favour.
i feel awkward w all the rest of the people already,
the more idw y'all to go around asking people to share for my celebration,
who knows they might not want to, and will feel like they're forced to.
idw people to think that i am so desperate for people to help me celebrate.
i only like celebrating w people i feel close to, and if it's the both of you, i guess its still okeh ba.
so anyways, let jiaying use the instrument ba, she'll make good use of it i believe.
sorry i'll need y'all to be more busy to do my job from now onwards already.
hopefully let people know how busy my job is tsk.
oh don't forget the transposing scores part too, if the scores need it.
i've got some remaining receipts and approved abp here, i'll probably slot them into the clubroom,
y'all can claim the money and put it into npco fund ba. i'll do so if i remember in future.
that's all ba, will see y'all if we have fate and stuff ba.
oh and if we meet again, please dont talk anything about npco anymore yeah? Goodnight!