i'm a big fat liar.

hihi, its cny eve already... time really flies..........................
it feels like i haven't even celebrated christmas tsk.
totally no feel for cny anymore, esp since d's side grandma isn't here anymore since '05,
and m's side grandpa just left in '10...
likea no point to visit the elderlies anymore sigh.
and since i'm busy with loads of stuff, mummy's been frying the goodies on her own,
decorating and packing up the whole house on her own :/
and my room...... is likea pig sty lol! at least i packed it last holiday already, heng sia.
i only packed my piano since i haven't changed the cloth for a year :x
threw loads of rubbish away, but... still not that box.
and i displayed all my collections on top of my piano^^
my 3D puzzle bear and apple, but i broke the clover one sigh):
my legos^^ heh heh my bumblebee <3 really wanna get one more, bigger one though,
mine is just 75 pieces but there's 335 pieces one! not sold in singapore though)':>

and those mona lisa and winnie the pooh puzzles i did last time,

which i wanna get a 1000 piece puzzle from puzzle this coming 2 month hols to do~

anyways school wasn't that bad this week..... course briefing in HOM lecture on monday,

no BSM tutorial since it was elearning and changes in CRM,

so we had 6 hours break that day -_- spent 3 hours with shihui and fatin doing BSM,

then up to studio to look for xinyi~ then CRM at 5 for the video recording which turned out fun.

did the tutorial accounting thingy for HOM and FOM, practiced and home-ed~

tuesday HOM and FOM tutorial my soul wasn't there lolol, no BSM again, then to co~

wednesday late for FOM lecture thanks to traffic jam, then POA lecture, then to co~

thursday IJC, the only thing i did that gave me the sense of accomplishment,

is doing the box thingy heehee, never knew what i learnt in lower sec for art would help in future

friday poa test in the morning, i think i did well, but no. not gonna put expectations lol.

to co to rot after that, then met rongjian and jielin outside munch, then to DG to meet the rest~

dinner at pizza hut with joel, ruimin, hongpei, zeyin~

even though really lil people this time since it was last minute, we had fun(:

i really miss han lao shi and mr yip, gonna go back to pcps this coming teachers day!

and i feel sorry for rongjian cos i kept disturbing him the whole night about metabot LOL :x

rot away my saturday, supposed to study and complete all my stuff,

but i ended up watching 5 episodes of flower boy ramyun shop, got addicted to it,

and start doing stuff only at 11-.- until 2am -.- wtf...........

and then i woke up at 11.59am today, reunion lunch with mummy and bro -.-

dad wasn't awake yet..................

and then watch tv then to amk hub to get a shirt and coffee bean then home-ed~

and everyone's having reunion dinner but i'm in my room doing BSM wtf........

and there's FOM class test on wednesday. okeh can.

sigh, i feel really guilty, and i hate myself cos i couldn't resist and broke my ny resolution.

and at the end... i got tricked again. should have known you weren't interested at all,

you just did that for the sake of fun and making me addicted to everything again.

seems fun pushing someone to do something that you know she wouldn't do huh?i feel so guilty for doing something i promised i wouldn't do, and even lying about it.

though the lie i said was really something that mattered alot to me too.

never felt this guilty before, but at least i've got a reason, to never do it again, and i mean it.

`wanniieee[: