the feeling of being afraid of losing you is terribleee.



had ss lesson on thursday,
met up with kaixin, jason, kk, dillon, waijie, wanqi, hongsui for breakfast at 8 at mac.
had lessons with some of the 4e1s. cos they came earlier.
was doing math question at the back of the class than listening to ms chong. ._.
in the end, i still fell asleep. -.-
after lesson, slacked around to wait for kk.
i was so tired i was sleeping everywhere i went lol? ._.
went for lunch, was supposed to meet tong after that, but didn't cos i was damn tired, sry):
at least i felt guilty and regretted not going after that kayszx.
went to look at the guys play basketball after that.
left early. >: everything became unpleasant but got better i think?
friday morning everything in my brains became haewire again):
went out to sku for poa, was almost late. ._.
was quite boring,
i couldn't remember a single thing from the past, everything seemed so confusing):
after lesson, waited for the rest at basketball court,
had lunch at coffeeshop,
sat with kaixin and jiajun. <:
i always have loads of fun with kaixin aroundddddddd.
its like talking to my heart who knows everything already(:
they went to get bubble tea, then went seperate ways, took 88 to amk.
walked around, saw down to chat, to talk things out):
but things got fine after that... i think?
went to meet tong after he reached(:
kfc for lunch, talked alottttttttt. i never knew i could talk this topic with him HAHAHHA. :X
that idiot saw his mother and ran like hell lol.
we met up outside hub again then walked somewhere else.
home-ed at 5. my bus came earlier(:
yesterday, woke up at 11, had lunch, slacked at home, bath then went hospital.
visited grandfather, then had dinner with sis and gay.
one of our crazy minds had this idea of studying the whole night that night LOL.
all of us agreed, so we left the hospital at around 8+,
to my house, then got our things, then went out to meet pig who's already at the bus stop.
took the last 162, according to gay's iphone. ._.
reached around 12.05am lol.
went to visit grandfather first, who haven't slept):
went opposite of the hopsital, the place right in front of square2 to study.
like damn cool, nobody one lol. got food and stuffs from the 7-11 right at the corner.
studied till 2+, got cheese&macoroni instand food with sis!
while gay and pig had bakuteh from kelvin khor(:
they method they used to eat was hilarious. ._.
studied till 3.45am, went hospital.
he just woke up after his nap(:
looked after for a while and stuffs, then kelvin khor was asking bout our studies,
then he tried sis's amaths by asking me to pick random question,
so i picked my fav chapter, trigo. LOL :X
went out to the lobby to take a nap for around 1 hour,
woke up with my neck feeling terrible at around 6.45):
went back in to visit, i was shivering cos it was damn cold):
left hospital at around 7.3+,
trained home. straight away go sleep luhs LOL.
just woke up, i'm feeling damn hungry):
`i'm sorry for making you so disappointed with me):
i shouldn't doubt it but my brains just fucking don't believe. >:
`wanniieee[: