i'm trying to keep myself happy by my own thoughts which i hope is real.



back home,
yesterday and today wasn't that bad,
but tomorrow is saturday already. >:
i hate weekends.
anyways, yesterday early in the morning i almost got a heart attack, lol.
lessons was normal,
kenji and abriel was fighting for sweets during ss,
which made me laugh like fuck. :X
after sku chatted with huiboon and annabel at busstop,
annabel was so dumb, hahahahah.
home-ed,
then huiboon came to my house to study after that.
chatted alot,
then sent her home after dinner,
ran home with miko. ;D
slept at 11.
today morning was damn nervous. :X
went up to get the award thing.
turns out, our class got quite a number of people.
huiboon said i looked angry on top,
wanqi said nervous,
mayuan said i look sianszx. -.-
so which one do i really look like siol.
after that ss then pe,
didn't run but played basketball. ;D
fun ttm! hahahha.
then bio then maths then recess then history then chinese.
sku ended at 1 plus.
went canteen to study,
loads of people were there today.
and it was super fun, lol.
completed maths homework,
so i've got no more homework now except a question of poa. ._.
laughed like crazy again,
asked cheehou stupid questions again. :X
and then smiled like me face got cramp again. LOL.
home-ed around 4.30.
damn tired,
going to sleep early today.
oh ya,
today's gran's death anniversary.
its been 5 years and i miss her loads.
i can still remember how i cried that morning.
like once i woke up she wasn't there anymore,
but in the other world already...
she was the one who protected me when mummy wanted to cane me while i was young,
buying loads of tibits when she comes on weekends.
as her only grand-daughter,
i finally made her proud after 5 years,
by recieving an award in front of the sku.
but, its too late.
she can't see it anymore.
but i'm going to work hard,
so that she can still be happy for me. <:
`wanniieee[: